Be Gone....

Oddly, well not oddly, I just want to get away from here a lot.  Ever feel like you have over stayed your welcome somewhere?  Like you have helped everyone get into their position but got no return? lol.  No, I don't mean just moving out....I mean moving away.  I wish I could travel 24/7, it would be amazing.  People who have enough time for me, we would chill and stuff.....make music.....go different places...blah blah...play video games.  I want to meet all my music teammates and rock out.....do the band me and Mike talked about...everyone away from here that I talk to a lot would have fun with me and stuff.  Part of me feels, what purpose do I still have here?  I'm not exactly 'needed' or entirely would be missed....just look at my recent history.  I think I miss myself more than anyone here does.  Everyone else is happy and content with their situations.....and I'm not part of the reason.  Right now I'm happiest when writing songs and talking to music heads about life and locations and what we would do artistically if we were close.  Well fuck it, there's history I want to make....chances I want to take.  And it seems people farthest need me the most sometimes.  REMINDER, part of me feels this way.