Okay...me and this girl are hitting it off....like really. This all came out of nowhere and it's going very fast, but paced at the same time. From my past, I learned to really take time in the future and I just want to handle this correctly....not putting in peoples face and stuff and nothing is official yet. The things they say about me are like the nicest things ever said to me romantically. In all seriousness, they say nicer things than any ex have. And I love it, but part of me doesn't know how to take it sometimes. Like I really do get blown away from somethings they say. They say things to me that I have said to other girls in the past.
But above all things is when they called me sexy.........yes they meant it. I never thought I would ever be called that, let alone by another girls who is attracted. I'm not sexy! lol. When they told me that, I literally laughed my ass off. Bur, maybe they really see me as that. I'm not exactly the greatest model of satisfaction of self image. I just want to see where this goes in the future and pace things out.....
I hope people are really happy for me if this works out..........like really mean it.........................................
AND YET
To be honest, I'm kind of scared.
