Happy New Year?

I was going to conclude what all the drama came up to on here....but no....tomorrow is a new year for me.  It's in the past yoooooooooo.  They are cool with each other again and I learned and I'm taking a break from girls right now and keeping my head in the books.  All is good again and from here on out it's love for everyone and POSITIVE vibes........I HAVE to make this year the most fun year of my life.  LET'S GO EVERYONE!!!  ^__________________^

Really? What do I say to that? -___-

So let me......let me get this straight.  Sex is their way of communicating.  Sex is their way of communicating....opening up....showing more of their personality.  Did yall catch that?  Re-read what I just said.------------Okay now how the hell do I take that?  And yes this deals with me and 'someone'.  What sense does that make?!  You mean they can't just open up and be comfortable after THIS long of talking simply because I haven't f****d her?  That's immature as hell.  AND ANOTHER THING.  The last day and a half, I texted them and I got no response.  Turns out they were having....well.....out of respect let me say "fun" with SOMEONE ELSE!  Really though? lol....AAAND!  Turns out they really were having sex with their ex when they were talking to me.  SERIOUSLY, like people wonder why I don't jump in relationships and stuff.  These are reasons.  I wouldn't do this to someone.  This is why I wanted to wait and FULLY know this person instead of getting in it then finding this out later.  Honestly it hurts a little but what can I do?  Hell, instead of ignoring me.....be up front about it!  But like her friend said, sex is her way of communicating and she didn't want me hurt by her hiding the truth.  She said she often omits the who truth and leaves stuff out.  I can't trust anyone like that as far as relationships go.  This is exactly the stuff I tried to avoid....and I know people were rooting for us and I kind of was too but this is EXACTLY why I was taking my time.  I really learned from last time to fully get the person first.  I'm so annoyed right now.

Pogo Sticks and Quadricorns

Am I wrong for feeling uneasy about a girl who is considering going back to a guy who hit her?  Not play hit, I mean punched.  But this partially falls in line with relationship hypocrisy.  I DON'T LIKE IT.  So many people complain about being hurt when some of them were asking for it.  I know there is such thing as being naive, but not this late in the game you know?  Like people who dog their significant other all the time but swear they respect them.  Why do that?  Can't that be handled in private?  It only makes people think it's based on physical things if they hate everything about the other person.  And I don't understand the attachments some people have to horrible people.  Partially may be that their "love" for that person might blind them from the significance of the other person's negativity.  Is that?  The same ones complaining about putting up with their other are the same ones in love with that person.  Breaking up..getting back together...breaking up...getting back together lol.  Why should I give advice when it goes through one ear and out the other?  People like that are dangerous.  Especially with the "we in love after one week" people lol....trust me, I can admit I did that before and it was stupid.  I guess the whole point of this post is.....I'm confused.  It seems there are different types of love going around too.  The 'we in love after a week' love....the 'we love each other simply because everyone else says they are' love, and the real love that was worked at.  With so many saying it but not even able to give a single reason why, it makes love seem like a fad or that it is merely a fallacy...or that it's a mockery of what real love is or used to be .  It shouldn't be seen that way.  Like in the future, not near future, I want my love to be where we don't have to say it everywhere like political propaganda.....be all in people's face like 90's rap videos.....or anything like that -don't get me wrong, you should definitely be proud of the relationship AND trust me I have done that bullshit before- I mean that when someone just looks at you and they can tell.  Or when someone hears you talking to the other person they can differentiate between, "aw he loves her" and "aw he fuckin her" because the parallels these days are too close.  I just get lost right now.  People so fast to chase after having it, it's like money or something.  Love isn't formed in a blinking of an eye, but in the length of the gaze. *sorry for my poetic line right there*  Where the hell am I going with this post? lol...but anyway yeah...I HATE when people allow themselves to go through so much stuff when they deserve better.  I'd rather stop talking about it too....like getting asked advice about it really pissed me off into making this whole post in the first place lol.  Telling me how in love with they are with a person who repeatedly does them wrong.  YET want to be the main ones complaining about how they hate them.  Am I wrong to be uptight about illogical people?

*back to reading The Odyssey by Homer*