Fierce gazes from the blue horizons
Gazes, from the faces of holders of harps
Gazed by the praisers of eternal beings
Watched by the start, frozen lightning glow
Sprung from the tundra most shaken
Square shaped feelings once awaken
Her history is known from heaven's delight
Birthed from the womb of flamed ignites
Dropped from the palm of nature's care-taker
Searching for a resting place evading hell's maker
I'm shaking on my porch with the sun destroyed today
20 below, will hell come today?
Then, a passing flower with dangling pedals
Distracted me from my emotional stalemate
10:30 P.M. on my glow in the dark watch screen
Sunglasses blocking out the rest, only this flower beams
Knocking my bottle over I run for it
Damn I'm still hazy, but I'm going
My car in the driveway is laughing at me for my efforts lol
This is drunk athleticism? Or love for new sport...
At last hanging from my rim, I snatch it from the ozone layer
Holding the fragile emotions together....nervous
I slowly asks it's name, any fame?....any shame?
All that was heard was a loud sound of anguish...pain
Now inside on my house on the 2nd level steps
Coat pocket is where I let her rest...comfort arrest
CPR on an alive subject could be jovial cruelty
She held my breaths and blew them back into me....mixed with her own
My feelings are in a new zone...one I have never known
Was I still having trips of then I kissed Mary's lips?
Watching Mary and Jack getting married and high off the feelings?
But this was new life feeling, my heart was in tact!
HOW CAN THIS BE?! I amputated my heart those years ago!
HOW?!
HOW?!
Frantically opening my bedroom window I scream, "HOW?!"
All I can do is look at her....cry.....cheer and cry.....
I have my lamp on, but the glow can not be hidden
She now speaks!...I pay all attention
With her last breathe she shares some romantic religion
"Use this.....my aroma....bliss.....clutch me in ur fist....promise me you will not
miss..me......bury me on the shores of the puddles in ur dreams...promise me?"
In shock I'm lost in her request......pacing after the statement
Tearing up....not wanting to lose this imagery
"Yes.....but will you ever come back?.......shall I stumble alone in this world pitch
black?...live with a mask on with no eyes cut out?...wearing a mouthpiece but
formed with no mouth?"
She said, "BURY ME IN YOUR DREAMS...........and I............"
She's gone......I now have nothing......NO!....WILL SHE COME BACK?!.....NO! WHY NOW?!......
*lamp hits the ground....shatters*
