Pixie Sticks and Golden Tickets

Honestly, I'm more alone than ever lol.  Omg look at that contradiction I just did, putting an "lol" at the end of a polarizing statement....All I have is homework right now and the Lion King wallpaper in my room....hey Simba. Maybe I just need to hang out or something....idk.  It's homework, school, music, pick sis up.....same cycle....welcome to my solo dolo life.  My microphone is my girlfriend.....and she stays faithful, even when I yell at her.  And I never cheat on her....I'm in love with her...she listens....wait....let me stop.  Now this is taking away from my homework time lol.  Maybe the fact I'm more alone than ever heightens other things.....idk.....but this box I live in is not sexy.  I guess like everyone is either with someone or "talking" to someone....and I'm finally not.  I know it's right and it's new for me.....but it's the right thing to do right now.....I have to get back to myself and make myself right and get ahead........even though my old self still wasn't with anyone either, but it was really me.....Now I'll just focus on being me, doing my lame music, loooong homework, drawing things that will get me nowhere and talking to my wall with deep monologues haha......later days blogger..................................................I'm going ghost.