One day they're going to look up....and I'll be gone. Vanished.....but they will be too "caught up" they won't even notice they pushed me away so far.....that I'm not even in their eyesight anymore, because their vision is clouded. But their vision is fine.....for them. And then and only then after my absence will they realize all my past outcries for attention......finally go back and look at my mentions. That the embracing of our banters would be a blessing in a time of my hiatus. Because the shoulder attached to my body was their pillow in emotional discomfort. My title used to be of importance but now it's only used out of habit. Not by me....and not me for them. I'm supposed to smile all the time.....how dare I ever feel slighted. I need their presence as much as I always have......but they only need me half....a quarter as much. If not, that's how it seems.
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